When is it time to give up?

There comes a time, when a man has to decide if what he is doing is right for his family. That time has come for me. I have always believed that you should never give up... that you should persevere. But I find myself asking the question, "Can one man build a pyramid?". Probably not. But can one man ask his friends to help him build a pyramid? Probably? Maybe not! I dont know, I havent asked yet.

Pyramids really have nothing to do with my problem. Unless you metaphorically think that the problem is my unbuilt pyramid. And even if that was true, how long would one take to fix his problem? Would the pyramid fixer ever give up?

I love what I do... I love making videos... I love entertaining people. Than whats the problem? The problem is, I feel that my love for these things is inderictly hurting the people around me that I love. Is it selfish to pursue a dream? I would hope not. But is it selfish to persue a dream that others dont understand? I think that is the real question that I have to ponder.

I know that my family supports me, and they want me to be happy. But would obtaining that happiness result in disappointment for my family? And if so, would it even matter? Ive become so good at asking questions. I want to become a pro at answering them. I want me, my family and all of my friends to enjoy the benifits of the things that come into my life. Only then will I know that I have made the right choices in life.

The rest of my life is only one choice away. Wish me luck!

Until next time,
Peace